Jan 25, 2008

Similarities

So was looking thru Erica's pictures on both facebook and her blog. I couldnt resist making a comparison of my own.


both carrying them on their back.
it must be a dad thing.

Jan 23, 2008

Everybody wants to change the world.

I have been doing a lot of reading recently. One of the reasons is because Katie has been able to purchase a bunch of books on poverty and social justice.
My most recent book read from cover to cover is the book "everybody wants to change the world. practical ideas for social justice" by Tony Campolo and Gordon Aeschliman.
The books format is one that i love. very much linear and organized. Each chapter is a different area of life in which they explain the need for social justice, and then offer tangible ideas for individuals and groups to try and do.
The chapter that most got my attention was section 3. it talks about the environment. The reason i this chapter got my attention is because of the way they explain WHY! we need to care for our environment.
I will try and keep it short on my quoting from books.

" All of Creation is the personal handiwork of the same God who was viciously strung up on a piece of wood.
Yet it is curious how many Christians do not seem to care about being good stewards of God's creation... People who love Jesus should no more destroy the environment that rip to shreds the carefully painted canvas of a best friend. it is nothing but pure blasphemy to disrespect the creative work of God.
When we care for the environment, we show our deep respect for the Creator in much the same way we would admire the work of a great artist in a museum.... When we care about God's handiwork, we demonstrate our love for God. and that speaks volumes to the world.
There is nothing suspicious about loving the environment, but there is something awfully suspicious and wrong about trampling it. Doesn't it make sense that those who personally love the Creator would be the ones to take a personal interest in His handiwork?"

in the book they go on to give some ideas of how to live greener and how to create more beauty from God's creation. Environmental issues are always issues that are talked about. But for some reason it hit home with me when love for creation was equaled with love for God. Maybe because i am realizing that my love for God needs to be expressed in more ways than just singing in church on Sunday morning. Because my love for God is so overwhelming in me at this time, that my mediocre acts of worship that i have done in the past are no longer enough to satisfy this feeling inside me.
In the old testament, King David got so "into" worship that he danced in his skinnies in front of the people of Israel. This is how i feel, and while i am not brave enough to dance in my undies in front of others, i was more of my life to reflect the love that i have for my God and my Saviour.
So me taking an active interest in the environment can be considered my dance and worship to the Lord.

Jan 22, 2008

Fortune Cooki

Katie and I got Chinesse take out yesterday. I had left overs today for dinner. I took the last fortune cooki. My fortune is as follows:

You lead a useful life no matter what riches are coming to you

So yeah, thats true. I like it when everyonce in a while they actually say something that makes sense.

Jan 21, 2008

Martin Luther King Jr.

I hadnt realized until halfway thru my morning that today is Martin Luther King Jr day. I have been in america now for 5 of these days. Were there is reverence and honor to this man, who gave up his life for the desegretation of America and the justice for the poor.


As i realized what day it was, it reminded me of a speach of Luther King that i had wanted to hear/read. I came across one quote from him in a book im reading called "Irresistible Revolution" (Zondervan by Shane Clairborne). On page 153. The quote is this one "Dr Martin Luther King put it like this: ' we are called to play the good Samaritan on life's roadside... but one day we must be transformed so that men and women will not be constantly beaten and robben. True compassion is more than flinfinf a coin to a beggar. It comes to see that a system that produces beggars need tobe repaved. We are called to be the Good Samaritan, but after you lift so many people out of the ditch you start to ask, maybe the whole road to Jericho needs tobe repaved' ".


Also later in the book he quotes from this same speech. So i looked the speech up online (ahh the convinicenve of internet). as i was reading thru it. I have come to a new found understanding of what peace and war and revolution really mean.


I feel the need to quote parts of it. actually a lot of it. As you read thru it, replace the countries of Vietnam with Iraq; replace that war, fought in the jungle with this war fought in the desert. Thou they are completely different wars, this speach still stands true.


Martin Luther King Jr.




delivered 4 April 1967 at a meeting of Clergy and Laity Concerned at Riverside Church in New York City




A few years ago there was a shining moment in that struggle. It seemed as if there was a real promise of hope for the poor -- both black and white -- through the poverty program. There were experiments, hopes, new beginnings. Then came the buildup in Iraq Vietnam, and I watched this program broken and eviscerated, as if it were some idle political plaything of a society gone mad on war, and I knew that America would never invest the necessary funds or energies in rehabilitation of its poor so long as adventures like Iraq Vietnam continued to draw men and skills and money like some demonic destructive suction tube. So, I was increasingly compelled to see the war as an enemy of the poor and to attack it as such.




Perhaps the more tragic recognition of reality took place when it became clear to me that the war was doing far more than devastating the hopes of the poor at home. It was sending their sons and their brothers and their husbands to fight and to die in extraordinarily high proportions relative to the rest of the population....I could not be silent in the face of such cruel manipulation of the poor.




I have tried to offer them my deepest compassion while maintaining my conviction that social change comes most meaningfully through nonviolent action. But they ask -- and rightly so -- what about Iraq Vietnam? They ask if our own nation wasn't using massive doses of violence to solve its problems, to bring about the changes it wanted. Their questions hit home, and I knew that I could never again raise my voice against the violence of the oppressed in the ghettos without having first spoken clearly to the greatest purveyor of violence in the world today -- my own government. For the sake of those boys, for the sake of this government, for the sake of the hundreds of thousands trembling under our violence, I cannot be silent.




Now, it should be incandescently clear that no one who has any concern for the integrity and life of America today can ignore the present war. If America's soul becomes totally poisoned, part of the autopsy must read: Iraq/ War/ Poverty/ Materialism Vietnam. It can never be saved so long as it destroys the deepest hopes of men the world over. So it is that those of us who are yet determined that America will be are led down the path of protest and dissent, working for the health of our land.




...I would yet have to live with the meaning of my commitment to the ministry of Jesus Christ. To me the relationship of this ministry to the making of peace is so obvious that I sometimes marvel at those who ask me why I'm speaking against the war. Could it be that they do not know that the good news was meant for all men -- for Communist and capitalist, for their children and ours, for black and for white, for revolutionary and conservative? Have they forgotten that my ministry is in obedience to the One who loved his enemies so fully that he died for them? What then can I say to the Vietcong or to Castro or to Mao Sadamm, or Bin Laden as a faithful minister of this One? Can I threaten them with death or must I not share with them my life?




I must be true to my conviction that I share with all men the calling to be a son of the living God. Beyond the calling of race or nation or creed is this vocation of sonship and brotherhood, and because I believe that the Father is deeply concerned especially for his suffering and helpless and outcast children, I come tonight to speak for them.



This I believe to be the privilege and the burden of all of us who deem ourselves bound by allegiances and loyalties which are broader and deeper than nationalism and which go beyond our nation's self-defined goals and positions. We are called to speak for the weak, for the voiceless, for the victims of our nation and for those it calls "enemy," for no document from human hands can make these humans any less our brothers can we add immigration reform, illegal aliens to this. Because they dont have a document to make them Americans doesnt mean that they are not humans, brothers and sisters.




...and we again fell victim to the deadly Western arrogance that has poisoned the international atmosphere for so long...




The only change came from America, as we increased our troop commitments in support of governments which were singularly corrupt, inept, and without popular support. All the while the people read our leaflets and received the regular promises of peace and democracy and land reform. Now they languish under our bombs and consider us, not their fellow Vietnamese, the real enemy. They move sadly and apathetically as we herd them off the land of their fathers...


...So far we may have killed a million of them, mostly children. They wander into the towns and see thousands of the children, homeless, without clothes, running in packs on the streets like animals...




...What do they think as we test out our latest weapons on them, just as the Germans tested out new medicine and new tortures in the concentration camps of Europe?...




Now there is little left to build on, save bitterness...We must speak for them and raise the questions they cannot raise. These, too, are our brothers.




Perhaps a more difficult but no less necessary task is to speak for those who have been designated as our enemies...What do they think of our condoning the violence which led to their own taking up of arms?...Their questions are frighteningly relevant. Is our nation planning to build on political myth again, and then shore it up upon the power of new violence?




I am as deeply concerned about our own troops there as anything else. For it occurs to me that what we are submitting them to in Iraq Vietnam is not simply the brutalizing process that goes on in any war where armies face each other and seek to destroy. We are adding cynicism to the process of death, for they must know after a short period there that none of the things we claim to be fighting for are really involved. Before long they must know that their government has sent them into a struggle among the Iraqui people Vietnamese, and the more sophisticated surely realize that we are on the side of the wealthy, and the secure, while we create a hell for the poor.




Somehow this madness must cease. We must stop now. I speak as a child of God and brother to the suffering poor of Iraq Vietnam. I speak for those whose land is being laid waste, whose homes are being destroyed, whose culture is being subverted. I speak for the poor of America who are paying the double price of smashed hopes at home, and death and corruption in Iraq Vietnam. I speak as a citizen of the world, for the world as it stands aghast at the path we have taken. I speak as one who loves America, to the leaders of our own nation: The great initiative in this war is ours; the initiative to stop it must be ours.




Then we must make what reparations we can for the damage we have done. We must provide the medical aid that is badly needed, making it available in this country, if necessary. Meanwhile... meanwhile, we in the churches and synagogues have a continuing task while we urge our government to disengage itself from a disgraceful commitment. We must continue to raise our voices and our lives if our nation persists in its perverse ways in Vietnam. We must be prepared to match actions with words by seeking out every creative method of protest possible.


These are the times for real choices and not false ones. We are at the moment when our lives must be placed on the line if our nation is to survive its own folly. Every man of humane convictions must decide on the protest that best suits his convictions, but we must all protest.




The war in Iraq Vietnam is but a symptom of a far deeper malady within the American spirit, ...and if we ignore this sobering reality, we will find ourselves organizing "clergy and laymen concerned" committees for the next generation. They will be concerned about Guatemala and Peru. They will be concerned about Thailand and Cambodia. They will be concerned about Mozambique and South Africa. We will be marching for these and a dozen other names and attending rallies without end, unless there is a significant and profound change in American life and policy.




It is with such activity in mind that the words of the late John F. Kennedy come back to haunt us. Five years ago he said, "Those who make peaceful revolution impossible will make violent revolution inevitable." Increasingly, by choice or by accident, this is the role our nation has taken, the role of those who make peaceful revolution impossible by refusing to give up the privileges and the pleasures that come from the immense profits of overseas investments. I am convinced that if we are to get on the right side of the world revolution, we as a nation must undergo a radical revolution of values. We must rapidly begin...we must rapidly begin the shift from a thing-oriented society to a person-oriented society. When machines and computers, profit motives and property rights, are considered more important than people, the giant triplets of racism, extreme materialism, and militarism are incapable of being conquered.




A true revolution of values will soon cause us to question the fairness and justice of many of our past and present policies. On the one hand, we are called to play the Good Samaritan on life's roadside, but that will be only an initial act. One day we must come to see that the whole Jericho Road must be transformed so that men and women will not be constantly beaten and robbed as they make their journey on life's highway. True compassion is more than flinging a coin to a beggar. It comes to see that an edifice which produces beggars needs restructuring.



A true revolution of values will soon look uneasily on the glaring contrast of poverty and wealth. With righteous indignation, it will look across the seas and see individual capitalists of the West investing huge sums of money in Asia, Africa, and South America, only to take the profits out with no concern for the social betterment of the countries, and say, "This is not just." It will look at our alliance with the landed gentry of South America and say, "This is not just." The Western arrogance of feeling that it has everything to teach others and nothing to learn from them is not just.



A true revolution of values will lay hand on the world order and say of war, "This way of settling differences is not just." This business of burning human beings with napalm, of filling our nation's homes with orphans and widows, of injecting poisonous drugs of hate into the veins of peoples normally humane, of sending men home from dark and bloody battlefields physically handicapped and psychologically deranged, cannot be reconciled with wisdom, justice, and love. A nation that continues year after year to spend more money on military defense than on programs of social uplift is approaching spiritual death.



America, the richest and most powerful nation in the world, can well lead the way in this revolution of values. There is nothing except a tragic death wish to prevent us from reordering our priorities so that the pursuit of peace will take precedence over the pursuit of war. There is nothing to keep us from molding a recalcitrant status quo with bruised hands until we have fashioned it into a brotherhood.




We must not engage in a negative anticommunism, but rather in a positive thrust for democracy, realizing that our greatest defense against communism is to take offensive action in behalf of justice. We must with positive action seek to remove those conditions of poverty, insecurity, and injustice, which are the fertile soil in which the seed of communism grows and develops.*
These are revolutionary times. All over the globe men are revolting against old systems of exploitation and oppression, and out of the wounds of a frail world, new systems of justice and equality are being born. The shirtless and barefoot people of the land are rising up as never before. The people who sat in darkness have seen a great light. We in the West must support these revolutions.



It is a sad fact that because of comfort, complacency, a morbid fear of communism, and our proneness to adjust to injustice, the Western nations that initiated so much of the revolutionary spirit of the modern world have now become the arch antirevolutionaries.




A genuine revolution of values means in the final analysis that our loyalties must become ecumenical rather than sectional. Every nation must now develop an overriding loyalty to mankind as a whole in order to preserve the best in their individual societies.



This call for a worldwide fellowship that lifts neighborly concern beyond one's tribe, race, class, and nation is in reality a call for an all-embracing and unconditional love for all mankind. This oft misunderstood, this oft misinterpreted concept, so readily dismissed by the Nietzsches of the world as a weak and cowardly force, has now become an absolute necessity for the survival of man.


When I speak of love I am not speaking of some sentimental and weak response. I am not speaking of that force which is just emotional bosh. I am speaking of that force which all of the great religions have seen as the supreme unifying principle of life. Love is somehow the key that unlocks the door which leads to ultimate reality. This Hindu-Muslim-Christian-Jewish-Buddhist belief about ultimate reality is beautifully summed up in the first epistle of Saint John: "Let us love one another, for love is God. And every one that loveth is born of God and knoweth God. He that loveth not knoweth not God, for God is love." "If we love one another, God dwelleth in us and his love is perfected in us." Let us hope that this spirit will become the order of the day.



We can no longer afford to worship the god of hate or bow before the altar of retaliation. The oceans of history are made turbulent by the ever-rising tides of hate. And history is cluttered with the wreckage of nations and individuals that pursued this self-defeating path of hate. As Arnold Toynbee says: "Love is the ultimate force that makes for the saving choice of life and good against the damning choice of death and evil. Therefore the first hope in our inventory must be the hope that love is going to have the last word" (unquote).



We are now faced with the fact, my friends, that tomorrow is today. We are confronted with the fierce urgency of now. In this unfolding conundrum of life and history, there is such a thing as being too late. Procrastination is still the thief of time. Life often leaves us standing bare, naked, and dejected with a lost opportunity. The tide in the affairs of men does not remain at flood -- it ebbs. We may cry out desperately for time to pause in her passage, but time is adamant to every plea and rushes on. Over the bleached bones and jumbled residues of numerous civilizations are written the pathetic words, "Too late." There is an invisible book of life that faithfully records our vigilance or our neglect. Omar Khayyam is right: "The moving finger writes, and having writ moves on."



We still have a choice today: nonviolent coexistence or violent coannihilation. We must move past indecision to action. We must find new ways to speak for peace in Iraq Vietnam and justice throughout the developing world, a world that borders on our doors. If we do not act, we shall surely be dragged down the long, dark, and shameful corridors of time reserved for those who possess power without compassion, might without morality, and strength without sight.



Now let us begin. Now let us rededicate ourselves to the long and bitter, but beautiful, struggle for a new world. This is the calling of the sons of God, and our brothers wait eagerly for our response. Shall we say the odds are too great? Shall we tell them the struggle is too hard? Will our message be that the forces of American life militate against their arrival as full men, and we send our deepest regrets? Or will there be another message -- of longing, of hope, of solidarity with their yearnings, of commitment to their cause, whatever the cost? The choice is ours, and though we might prefer it otherwise, we must choose in this crucial moment of human history.


And if we will only make the right choice, we will be able to transform this pending cosmic elegy into a creative psalm of peace.



If we will make the right choice, we will be able to transform the jangling discords of our world into a beautiful symphony of brotherhood.



If we will but make the right choice, we will be able to speed up the day, all over America and all over the world, when justice will roll down like waters, and righteousness like a mighty stream.


The red letters are words and thoughts that i have added. As i read thru this speech, as i live my life, and as i see what who Jesus Christ is. I can not help but add my voice to the many that have declared that war and violence are wrong. I have been thinking of the term "pacifist" for a long time now (thanks Thom and Erica). I can say now that i too believe in PEACE> not just any peace, but the peace that comes thru Christ Jesus. The peace that we are to actively thrust to the world around us.

Jan 17, 2008

Savanah


Savanah has her birthday celebration this sunday. So i decided i would try and make her a little some thing. Im exited to post the results.
I didnt measure exaclty right so i couldnt make individual slots per crayon. But i still love the way it looks with three in each slot.







Jan 2, 2008

2007

2007
I cant believe that the year is over. I have been thinking about all that happened during this last year. It has been a year of growth and new experiences. There were many new begginings and one more year of school under my belt. Also some sad and interesting experiences.

January: I started out the year well. Surrounded by community. Also road trip to Colorado to go skying. It was my second time ever skying. i was also an extremely long road trip. The first ice storm of 2007.



February: Not only valentines day. But more importantly the trip to Beautiful Feet in Dallas Tx. Also the month that i moved of my parents and moved in with Beverly at the Royal Orleans.




March: New Orleans. Erica turned 24 while i was gone. But that week in NO was amazing. It was crazy to see the damage that is still there, and also a lot of hard work and knowing that we contributed to the repair.




April: Mom hosted Erica's Baby shower. Ela was soon on her way and we all gathered to prepare. Also Sarah gave birth to her first son, Alex. We went to Springfield to go ice skating for Nicole's Birthday.



May: Graduation! Well, not me, but everyone else. Ela was born the same day as OCC graduation. I remember runnung out of the multi-purpose builting at Ozark because mom called and Erica was having a c-section.






June: Amanda's birthday. Also work and summer living, which includes the pool. With love in the summer air as I traveled to many weddings.





July: Independance day. Hangging out with the college age. Fun firework war. Boys! Also CIY> and most importantly the descicion to move to God's Resort. It was on the drive home from CIY that i decided that i needed to do something; and that something was move to Gods Resort. Amanda also made big descicions, and in August she moved to Decatur IL




August: We moved. Boxed everything up. Cleaned the house down at God's Resort. Started un-packing. Getting Settled into life in the neighborhood. Ohh! and another semester of school. forgot about that.


September: School. Visiting Amanda in Decatur and took a road trip up to Chicago. Also our first birthday celebration at God's Resort. Ashley turned 12.


October: Halloween. On many different fronts. At God's Resort, with International Club at MSSU, and one more trick or treat at the Udells.





November: Thanksgiving. Amanda came home for a good 10 days. I miss her so much. We got some nice family portraits. Also the road trip to Cincinnati for the NMC. Finally little Brenda's 5th Birthday.



December: The ice storm. Labeled the worst storm in the area for over 80 years. But for me it was a time of fellowship as we all gathered at the Udells till we got our power back. Then a quick trip to KC to say farewell to Dena, and last but not least Christmas.